I Love You

this post is for the girl whom i always come to sch tgt with in the morning. :)

i almost cried too in the morning when i see xr cried. i dont knw y. but i guess i cn feel how she feel? maybe not tt. but somehow i felt the anger the confusion the shock in her. which all leads to the feeling of being humiliated. its just like out of the sudden pops out someone who dont know you and that person just ticks you off infront of everyone. first thing i had in my mind :

y are you sayin all these when u only knw her name n nth else. u didnt see the practise, the hardwork, the heart she put in just to pass her math in N level. and now, since starting frm e yr she is still running hard inorder to catch up with what the teacher is teaching. u see nth. not even taught us math b4. not even for a lesson. and you're sayin all these stupid stuffs to her? hell to you.

but i guess xr, youshould be glad tt these words come frm a tcher whom dont knw u well. imagine ur parent sayin 'do u need xin li fu dao yuan? cos it seems as though u are having du shu zhang ai' this one sentence is enough to break ones heart when it is frm ur own parent.

and yea, tts frm my mum. however, tts in sec 3 case already. when i heard tt, i was like, 'so u really think ur daughter is so stupid tt u have to say out such ridiculous sentence? u are my mum! wth are you thinking when u said this sentence out?'

and frm what i think xr, u dont have to prove to mrs lim la. she aint our math tcher. so what if u prove it to her? what cn she do? WHAT DOES SHE KNOW?. you just have to know tt you are scoring well because YOU WANT TO & IT IS FOR YOUR BENEFIT. and of course you would want ur mum to be proud of u right? do it for the sake of 2 person then. most importantly, urself. e 2nd person is ur mum. also, i want you to prove it to ONE person tt u cn do it. tt person is LAI XIAO RUI. u often doubt her too dont you? prove it to her tt u cn do it. only her. jia you. u cn do it just like last yr's N level. rmb the happiness u had when u see NUMBERS as ur grades on ur result sheet and not the letter 'U'? i knw this yr wont have 'U', but you should knw 'U' is equal to fail. u knw what i mean.

only a month left. alot of things can be learnt in a month. as long as you have ur time planned well. you're sick n tired of proving it to ppl out there. but have u ever prove to yourself? and will u be sick n tired of proving it to urself? u knw it e best xr. :) continue running. its the last lap. <3

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